“You know how when you see something really beautiful and perfect when you’re a kid, you just want to bite into it, like a new bar of soap?” said one woman.
Yes,” said another. “Or squeeze it really hard. Like a kitten.”
Well, not really. Me, when I see something beautiful and perfect, like a cigarette from a fresh pack (yes, I’ve been known to save half-smoked cigarettes as a gesture of solidarity with my third world brothers and sisters), I just want to burn it. I don’t think this is quite the sort of sensuous appreciation the girls were talking about, though.
Reason not to quit today: I need to get a feel for beauty.
5.03.2005
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I hate to say it, dear C., but this is metaphysical. You either WANT to smoke or DO NOT WANT to smoke. As a 20-year-veteran of the puff-brigade, I learned the difference between THINKING about quitting and QUITTING. Or not thinking about it and not quitting. Or thinking about it and not quitting. Nail the package to the friggin' wall, then.... suffer! (That's where being raised Catholic comes in handy. But that's another blog altogether.)
love,
p.
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